I will ask the question again. Is a congregation of 10 to 50 people, existing barely with the help of a retired pastor, or an underpaid pastor with a spouse who has a good job, really a mission-oriented church? what if it would be very easy for these people to worship in another nearby church? How many congregations are we trying to maintain for the sole purpose of nostalgia or for the selfish needs of a small group of people?
Harsh questions I know, but questions that must be asked.
What do you mean, "we"?
As a matter of fact, the congregation that I serve is one of those with an average worship attendance of 33 (down two from the year before), in a town of around 2700 people with 8 other congregations in the town limits. (One other is Lutheran of a different flavor; this is the only ELCA congregation for about 10-15 miles in any direction.) I am 3/4 time, and my husband has the better job. These are questions that I have thought about often and deeply, and continue to pray about. Could the people worshipping in my congregation worship in a nearby church? Yes, of course. Easily? Physically, yes; but that isn't the only thing that needs to be considered.
I believe, for a number of reasons, that there needs to be an ELCA presence in this community. Be amused if you wish (I know I am), but in an very conservative corner of an extremely conservative county in a rather conservative state, I think a moderately liberal denomination has a mission to proclaim the Gospel as we Lutherans know it. As long as we are here and viable (and we are viable, though for how long is anybody's guess), that is the mission that God has given to this small group of aging Lutheran Christians.
Is there nostalgia here? Yes, as there is in almost every congregation. Are we selfish? Well, we're sinners, and selfishness comes along with that sad condition, so again I'd say yes. But I have seen and heard a generosity of spirit that gives me hope. Whether this congregation will be able to grow numerically is still a question that I don't have an answer for, but I don't think God is finished with this group yet. I've called for this to be a year of prayer for our mission in the community outside our walls, and I will be leading a Bible study on the book of Acts beginning next month.
This congregation, small and aging though it is, is a gift from God to me. We aren't perfect -- far from it! -- and their history is marked with fighting and divisiveness amongst themselves and with every ecclesiastical authority that has ever worked with them. But those here now say they are tired of the fighting of the past, and want to live differently now. Can that happen? Only God knows. But I find ample evidence in the gospels that starting with a few cautiously repentent folks can show that the power belongs to God alone. So I'll stick with this stubborn small congregation as long as this call may last, trusting that this labor is not in vain. (Even if it doesn't look like much from others' perspectives.)