[Pr Bohler (and Lou),
As a pastor in such a confession, with a deaconess wife as a full partner in the Gospel, I will try
a more appropriate thread for one reply to your question]
Erma,
I am pleased, that God has chosen to remind you that He has not forgotten you, nor has He neglected your willing servant's heart. He blesses His people even when it seems darkest, and when chaos and doubt are all about us, He reminds us, He is faithful. There are rainbows in the midst of rain.

May God watch over and shepherd you as you seek to serve Him, and continue to bestow on you the gifts you need, beyond the many already given, and bless His work you do for Him.
I rejoice with you as you move from the dark despair of doubt, to the task and challenges that are now before you. He has been faithful in the past, He will certainly be, in your future. May that be all the affirmation we ever need, especially when the doubt of challenges rise up again with His broken people. When that happens, I encourage you to
recall this moment of joy! when He heard your cry. Do we think He is deaf, with no ways and plans of His own, and only our voice needs to be heard?
Merry Christmas and His Blessings this time of year,
TV